"I am Harmony."

It's hard to be diplomatic when people look down on you. Like you're not their equal.

I believe myself to be a pretty agreeable person; in fact, Strengths Finder rated "HARMONY" as my top strength when I took the survey over the summer. But even the most harmonious person will have a hard time dealing with those who are high-maintenance and self-centered. 

Maybe I have not been exposed to different types of people, but I really find it hard to understand HOW and WHY people come to be so self-centered. It's not my business to know you're business; nor do I want it to be. No thank you. I have my own issues to mind.

I hate that I can't speak up. I hate that I care about getting along with everyone. I've asked too many people, "Why can't I be like you?" Why can't I just speak up for what I truly feel and believe? Why can't I just not give a fuck whether you get mad or not? Why can't I just be SELFISH (like you) every once in a while? 

If I don't change, I'll probably get stomped on. If I trap this side of me to mere writing, I know that people will take advantage of me. Like they are now. So from now on, consider myself a changed person. Fuck niceties.