Dead to Me

aaand i'm so sick

of being sick

of being caught up

in this

f u c k i n g

(now)

unrequited-ass

love.

it's worse

than

O 
C
D

how i try

to suppress

what's in my head.

give me

a pensieve

so i

can 

make you

d i s a p p e a r

forever,

please.

this hurting

is too much.

this stupidity

is too much.

this repetitiveness

is too much.

if i could

S C R E A M

it all away,

if i could

C R Y

it all away,

YOU

would've been

dead

a year ago.